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                         "It is the great moment in my 
                        life, when I decide that just as Jesus Christ died for 
                        the sin of the world, so sin must die out in me, not to 
                        be curbed or suppressed or counteracted, but crucified." 
                         ~ Oswald Chambers, My Utmost for His 
                        Highest 
                        
                          
                         
                         Curbed 
                        or 
                         Crucified 
                              
                                 
                                  
                              Dallas Willard calls it "sin 
                        management." We want just enough Jesus to be saved but 
                        not enough to overturn our lives. We'd like to curb some 
                        unholy desires and suppress (or hide) some destructive 
                        habits, but for as little cost as      
                                 
                                  
                              possible. 
                        Addictions belong to other 
                        people -- real strugglers. We have tendencies, slips, mistakes, 
                        or small excesses. Our gambling, drinking, drug-taking, 
                        raging, lusting, envying, or hating reflect a 
                        momentary loss of control. We don't like it but we're not 
                        willing to aggressively strike at it.  
                        "Let me curb it, 
                        but don't ask me to crucify it!" 
                        We find a hundred excuses for our ungodly thoughts 
                        and actions -- loneliness, weariness, hormones, and humanness. 
                        We compare ourselves with worse offenders 
                        and draw false comfort. We blame our parents, 
                        our partners, our children, or our circumstances. Few 
                        generations have taken as little personal responsibility 
                        as ours. We adamantly deny any suggestion 
                        that we are fatally flawed. Even when people 
                        say, "You've grown so much in character" we receive 
                        it with a measure of coolness because it implies 
                        that we had small stature previously. We feel 
                        slighted. 
                        Oswald Chambers puts it perfectly. It is 
                        indeed "a great moment in my life" when I abandon my 
                        efforts to manage sin and, instead, crucify it. 
                         
                        How? 
                        The dramatic, public, humiliating, and 
                        deadly act of crucifixion contrasts with 
                        our preference for private, face-saving efforts to 
                        gently flog it. We only truly crucify sin when we name 
                        it, expose it, and spit on it. Anything less lets it 
                        breathe for another day. 
                                
                                   
                                  
                              Do you desire that "great 
                        moment in your life"? 
                                
                         Then get serious and march sin to its death. No 
                        excuses. No minimizing. No soft measures. And out of the 
                        death of death shall emerge life -- the great paradox of 
                        the Kingdom of God. 
                        In HOPE -- 
                        David  |